Speed
My life is set on varispeed
I am not in control of it
Hurtling through time and finding
The future without ever trying
My list is getting longer
But the days are now shorter
And I cannot achieve
These dreams made in January
For that month has vanished
In such a way, I’m unsure
If it’s ever happened
As you get older you
Celebrate two Christmases each year
I fear this is true for me
But it seems that way too
For my children complaining of the same
They remember being younger
Even though they are only ten
But they remain hopeful
For the future and
I can pretend

Thoughts
This poem speaks of time speeding up. I thought this was an old person thing. Friends with twenty years on me spoke about celebrating Christmas twice a year. But it seems that my students also feel it. If this is the case, how much are they missing out on?
The picture is from the working title of my first solo album. I eventually decided against it as it felt a bit depressing. In the end, I went with the much more optimistic “Life Mid Crisis”. It was my first attempt at recording, mixing and playing everything and as a result it was technically garbage. If you have a copy on CD, I would like to thank you for your encouragement and apologise.
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